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Thursday, June 4, 2009



1:04 PM
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yest so slack...noting to do...juz laze ard at home and at werk....
i dun feel right tiz few days...
therez something missing....
mit up din after werk yest...went home wif him coz im borrowing a guitar from my fwen...din says he's smiling in the outside but pain in the inside...
yar i noe how he feels...its reali painful....you have to put up 2 faces...
its juz like wat im doing now....in front of them i try to be happie...the feeling reali macam sial!! deep down in me...hais...i dun wanna say lar....only Allah knows better....
but tiz is lyfe...i told hym i have given up hope in lyfe oredy...im juz living in a body without a soul...juz following the flow rite now...
along tiz 24 years of life ive met different people...life experience...
i remembered wen i was remanded in prison years back then,..theres a abg2 gangster told me...
"boi, kau umor baper? aper case kau bikin..kau masey mude agy...jgn bazir idop kau..."
someting like tat...cant recall exact werds....
imagine uh badan 'sapau' tattoos sane sini muker fierce ckap dgn aku mcm ni...
akceli they are nice people...only wen thins get out of hand n they cant control their emotions they tend to break the law...sorry if im wrong here bcoz its juz wat i thought of them...
typing tiz blog my heart feels so not right,,,i dunno why oke...
reali hav the urge to call her...
but....
will she answer my calls?...
msg je tak reply...ape lagy call....
nahh.. better not...might make her angry wif me again...
juz let my lyfe swayy wif the wind...
i dun hav any direction now...
i lost everything to her...
my smile...laughter...
and...
happiness.....